Let Them Win Why
I been sitting on this post for over a month now. I was starting to debate if I should finish and post it or just delete it and move on. But, I really think it is something that needs to be shared. I've been dealing with something that I allowed to suck all my creative energy and energy that disrupted my spirit, my mental and physical health. Even taint what I deemed so important and special to me. And I realized that I couldn't let it happen anymore. It's been a long few weeks. There has been times in this time period that I have experienced several levels of defeat, being lost, and not knowing what I should do next. I even had a few wins that came with some blows of defeat right afterwards. I had hopes that when I returned maybe things would be different. But, let's just be honest I knew shit would still be the same. I went back with a focus that I wanted to work hard at what I was doing and focus on growth. I wanted to gain clarity on something that I didn't w...