A Cita Life

I'm not sure if anyone was aware that I was doing a beauty challenge that I had made up for myself. It was the Hello Beautiful Hello Gorgeous challenge it was a selfie a day where I would post a selfie of myself for 365 days. It lasted all of 232 days. I'm proud of myself for going as long as I did. I have no regrets of discontinuing the challenge. A little part of me wish I would have finished it through that's the goal oriented person in me. When I start something I like to try and finish it. I abandoned the challenge for a couple of reasons: Due to lack of memory space on my phone I felt having pictures of my boys in my phone was more important than a selfie Due to the lack of memory space: I’d rather had the video and pictures for the channel to be able to upload. And the most important reason of all is that I didn't need to do a beauty challenge in the first place. My kids are so amazing and beautiful to me which made me realize that they got all the best of...

I'm trying to put the baby done for a nap with in hopes to get some sleep myself and I get a text from my husband, "Someone told me that I am not making you feel pretty. Do you agree?" I'm thinking to myself no but a girl wouldn't mind some flowers every now and again. I respond to the message "No" still rocking the baby. Then, I get to thinking where is this coming from it can't be because of my challenge. So, I send a message back "Why did they say that?" He stated "because of my challenge. They said you are seeking attention that I am not giving you." Let me point out of the whole point of this challenge is for self love self beauty. To see the beauty within myself. Not for anyone else for me to see, recognize, and realized the beauty in myself. I sat there and got to thinking about it a little longer and then the whole comment pissed me off. It pissed me off for a few reasons. One that you would think I would do this to seek...