A Cita Life

I been sitting on this post for over a month now. I was starting to debate if I should finish and post it or just delete it and move on. But, I really think it is something that needs to be shared. I've been dealing with something that I allowed to suck all my creative energy and energy that disrupted my spirit, my mental and physical health. Even taint what I deemed so important and special to me. And I realized that I couldn't let it happen anymore. It's been a long few weeks. There has been times in this time period that I have experienced several levels of defeat, being lost, and not knowing what I should do next. I even had a few wins that came with some blows of defeat right afterwards.  I had hopes that when I returned maybe things would be different. But, let's just be honest I knew shit would still be the same. I went back with a focus that I wanted to work hard at what I was doing and focus on growth. I wanted to gain clarity on something that I didn't w...

Hello, I just wanted to take the time to wish you guys a Happy New Year. With this new year I pray that you are blessed prosperity, good health, wealth, luck and happiness. I myself have not made any new years resolutions. But, I am excited to see what the new year will hold for me and my family. Much love, light, and many blessings, Cita

I just got a bit of news that made me feel some type of way. I'm like really?..What the hell?...Really? I was pregnant with my second child and was torn between spending the extra time with my boys. Actually, I wanted to spend the extra time with my family but I was slightly concerned with going back earlier in attempts on moving up the corporate ladder. I decided to take a step back to raise my family. I found out that a position that I wanted wasn't even available became available and was filled. I've always felt like in the business corporate world I didn't belong. But, I constantly tried and forced it to work. I worked hard really hard for some people that did not care about me or my well being but yet and still I continued to work hard. But, it never really gotten me anywhere. Why keep trying at something when people don't give a shit about you? Fear of failure. Failure that despite all my efforts I couldn't gain that promotion or that position. So, I wou...